It’s occurred to me recently that I don’t really DO a whole lot. I mean, I suppose I’ve been doing things like reading stuff and figuring out housing stuff, but I’m sort of at a loss as to what I’ve really been up to in my own spare time. Being the begining of the quarter I’m finding myself with a good deal of random extra time that I don’t know what to do with.
Trying to get back into old hobbies or habbits is hard cause they lose their novelty so quickly for me. I’m sort of in this weird slump of doing nothing very interesting in my own time lately. Doing artsy side projects is fun in theory but I feel like lately I haven’t had the energy to really get into anything outside of work or class…
I need to figure something out cause i’m driving myself crazy. It seems that when I have a hard time finding ways to entertain myself I have a harder time feeling comfortable in the company of others (and myself I suppose). Although that doesn’t make much sense cause I seem to be rather social lately. Oh I don’t know I’m confusing myself. I just know that I’m feeling sub-par because my Jayne time has been sub-par, which is my fault.
So I’m going to start working on a print.